lovelessBR

Walking through the doors Wasn't so hard While you sat and Watched as I Wondered where, or even Who you were, but When I saw you - Wow.

I watch my shadow as he mirrors me Slowly turning, forever learning Even with no eyes, he watches over me I watched your shadow as she snuck away from you While your mind slept and my soul wept at the awful things she'd do We watched our shadows dancing, you and I now the music's stopped his blood runs black as she turns a blind eye

"sink or swim,  boy" That's what they told me So I held my breath I stayed afloat Despite this anchor tied To a war-torn boat I manned the helm, Rallied the crew Assured every soul I knew what to do We set sail On the open sea Nevermind the breaches or trails of blood we leave Now as the wind blows and the last star's snuffed out I don't struggle as the dark ocean usurps The last thing you never took from me

What the fuck do I do now? Everything we had is dead and gone Every night I look up at the sky No stars No light No sound It's so quiet now And I see your shadow everywhere I find myself looking for you Redlights Restaurants Reality - is slipping away The emptiness of this place Your city Our home Drives me insane I fiddle with dead thoughts Nothings Daydreams Waste time What the fuck do I do now?

I was not in love Love is for fools I hate the word I haven’t seen you in years And dare I admit, I miss you I’ve downed bottle after bottle, Taken pill after pill, I still can’t sleep I can’t stand waking up Without you here, yet, I still look for you I search everywhere But you are nowhere to be found I think I would rather be dead I never thought you’d leave me alone You still haunt me here I see you everywhere but I can’t ever find you And I don’t know why but I feel like a lovesick fool Without the love